so what do you do when you feel so much like going for a particular movie but no one seems to be interested to catch it with you? catch it alone?
people want me to catch something else with them, something else I’m not too interested in. though I could’ve simply rejected going with them, i said ok and gathered as much enthusiasm as possible for the show so everyone felt great. so who actually cared to do that for me?
I had so much wanted to catch Charlie’s angels full throttle. Simply love that show. And I had made plans long ago to watch it with this someone, but things happened. It’s inevitable that she got her own friends to catch it with her then.
so i'm without plans now. yet when i went around asking people if they want to watch with me, some said they watched it already, others said no money or that they don't like the show. perhaps they didn't want to watch with me or perhaps they're not interested in the show. i don't know.
so anyway, krystle wanted to watch finding nemo. Yeah, so people said that it’s a good show and all, but I’m not that keen to spend a $6.50 on a cartoon. Still, I made plans to go with her. That’s not the only time though, I wasn’t totally keen on watching Ju-On (after hearing all that comments about it) either. still, I went cos she wanted to.
It’s terribly frustrating.
Perhaps that’s why sometimes we see people going to movies alone. So I was telling this friend that perhaps I should simply go myself, and he said, “go yourself la, why u all so scared to go alone?” Well, let me tell you this, I’m not. After being able to roam orchard and stay at borders for a whole day-alone, going to the movies myself is nothing. I won’t be feeling any watchful eyes, no fear of being scrutinized or given weird assumptions by people, what’s there to be afraid of?
But that’s not the point. So we went to a lousy movie but the company was great, we ended up enjoying ourselves. It goes the same for going to a great movie but the company was bad or worse, no one was there. It sucks, big time.
I’m not asking anyone to look at me, pity me, go with me. Just that perhaps next time, everyone out there should also consider how much your friends wanted to watch a certain show and catch it with them. gather as much enthusiasm as possible, make them feel good too. so what if they show wasn't your genre of interest? u don't know how you could'be made one's day better.
perhaps i should just let on this, i'm more than disappointed, i feel rotten.
this reflects alot.
who is really there for me when i need it?