Purely Your Imagination

vera in context.

vera's johari

(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!) ARIES WOMAN >> >>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal >>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things >>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even >>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. >>She >>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for >>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. >> >>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This >>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face >>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, >>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing >>or mixture of character. >> >>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She >>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize >>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will >>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other >>people >>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in >>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, >>nothing will stop her. >> >>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another >>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty >>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. >>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold >>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she >>choose you, she will need to be proud of you. >> >>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is >>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She >>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also >>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance >>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do >>not >>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. >> >>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come >>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth >>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even >>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" >>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you >>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. >> >>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent >>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a >>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most >>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and >>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her >>beautiful >>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. >> >>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high >>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will >>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself >>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. >> >>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is >>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, >>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing >>it.

i want/i need.

air. love. food. air. air. air.

An overview...
I think i had quite a great week. Had some unpleasant going-ons, but on the whole, it's ok.
Sun, 6th July:
went town with nessa. had a great time. took a couple of really nice neoprints. love them all.
asked if weilin and siangfeih wana go watch "Twins Effects" next saturday.
siangfeih said she will not be free, but weilin said ok. so we decided to join yuzhen and florence.
Mon, 7th July:
stayed home, studied and did alot of homework. felt quite good about it. =p
learnt that siangfeih purposely ask weilin if she wants to go out on saturday. damn, what the hell is wrong with her??
Tue, 8th July:
had chinese O'levels oral exam!!! totally screwed it up. don't know why, somehow i read the passage with the vivienne kind of accent. damn weird. and kind of stammered. darn. conversation was ok, had some good points. but still. i was too nervous. argh!
after the oral, stayed around and waited for weilin and yuzhen. they had 'maths clinic' thingy. stupid maths department, made them stayed back everyday till 5pm to do maths. had to go back school even on sat and sun. damn dumb! so what if they manage to buck up and do well for their maths, what about their other subjects? hello..? well, i wonder how 'logical' are the maths teachers' thinking.
anyway, after that, we went to compass point and tried to change my levis skirt for another model, cos i got the wrong one. but they didn't have my size anymore. lol. wasted their time.
Wed, 9th July:
i forgot what happened for this day. will get back on it. haha.
darn, she decides to tag along on sat so that HER weilin will not escape her grasp?? spoilt my mood.
Thurs, 10th July:
nessa had her oral today. she screwed it too. lol. we can both kiss our distinctions goodbye. after that we wanted to go for a swim but darn, started raining. so went bugis instead, she wanted to get her levis jeans.
learnt that Twins Effects isn't a nice show, so we decided to watch another show. wanted to catch the sneak preview of alex and emma but she had to leave at 6pm. so darn!! spoilt our plans too.
Fri, 11th July:
went sakae sushi with nessa, diana and deborah. had fun but... nevermind. shh.
took neoprints again. haha. they called it the after sakae rule.
at night, mood dampened for awhile. all that stuff she did and the things she had indirectly caused. thank you hor! in the end we decided to just shop, have lunch and take neoprints. then turn out she couldn't go, so yays!! just me, weilin and yuzhen, so nice.
Sat, 12th July:
went nessa's house in the morning. darn of all days it had to rain, soaked my pants and wet my bag! changed into skirt at her place and left together to meet weilin while she went tuition.
met weilin at heartland mall and took mrt to bugis to change another size for the black top i bought on thurs. darn, the sucky woman didn't allow me. said it was wet(cos of the rain) and had perfume(cos of my bag). wasted trip. then we went to town and i bought stuff at Topshop and Fila(got sale ah!). lol.
yuzhen came and meet us at 3pm at Taka. went for lunch at Yoshinoya then went to take neoprints(very nice!!) at heeren. nearly lost the jacket i bought at fila cos i had to rush to meet nessa at heartland mall. so we ran on the escalator back to the shop to get it back. haha, kinda fun. like adventure. you're not there, you don't know. luckily i found it, or i will cry. lol.
met nessa and diana at heartlant, took train to chinatown. nessa just had to find her levis jeans la! ^-^ so she eventually got it there and we had dinner at the market then went back.
today:
went gardens to study with nessa and alicia. did abit of maths only. *sigh* then we went bishan, took a couple of pictures. very cute, look like we were making ads for O.D.M. watches.
then nessa and i went to her house void-deck and we had ice creams. chatted and had fun watching the kids at the playground nearby while we licked on our ice creams. ok, i munched on mine. haha.
nessa had the urge to blow bubbles so we bought a bottle each at the provision shop and then had silly competitions. then a couple of kids joined us and we played and chatted with them. i kind of like being with kids cos i have no fear of acting stupid or being scrutinized and judged or whatever. oh well...
was really great, just to spent time that way with nessa.
so on the whole i think this is quite a great week cos all the things that i had almost lose are back...
maybe it's true when they say, "if it's yours, they'll come back." (well, something like that)

on him:
today, he messaged: i feel like missing you suddenly...
i replied: aiya, i'm sick of your on and off attitude.
part of me: it's true. did he expect me to get accustomed to his moods? how did he want me to react to the different times. stop it ok?
another part: did i really made the right choice?
sigh...

Sunday, July 13, 2003 at 9:14 PM

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