Fighter(she is a)
When i thought i knew myself
Thinking, that i was true
I guess she, she couldn't trust
'Cause my bluff time is up
'Cause she has had enough
I was, there by her side
Always, down for the ride
But my joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause my greed sold her out of shame, mmhmm
Not worthy of her...
could hardly sleep last nght.
for once,
i was not worrying about losing our friendship.
i know, i've let her down.
her friends, i guess,
had adviced her from ever finding me again.
i just know,
through their uncertainties-
the looks they gave me.
i could tell.
wanted to prove them wrong, then,
that i'm not as bad as they think i'm.
but now,
i've come to a point when even i don't think i can trust myself.
she doesn't have to go through all these again.
she had.
or probably she doesn't really care anymore.
the people she had described-
those who gave her the feeling to feel pity for them,
and thus offer her friendship.
how i had flinched then,
wondering if i was one of them.
i did not want to be, be pitied at.
now, i think,
even if she'd,
i'm not worthy of it.
apologies will never work again,
promises, even i'll laugh at them.
it's time i know,
her boundaries,
my limits.
i'm backing off.
her friends were right.
kissing goodbye..
the 3 morning bus rides,
bitching sessions,
sharing md player in bus,
shopping sprees,
silent moments,
she..
sunshines and rain..