Twists and turns
Listening to: Something About You by Five For Fighting
actually, i'm not letting on all that i do feel.
the previous entry sound so... mean, so evil.
i do seriously miss her, and sometimes i do wonder why didn't i try to understand her.
i mean, i did try to understand her.
and for awhile, i thought i did understand her.
but now i don't.
each time i go back and read her entries, i see things from a different light.
at one point, i felt anger. at another, i felt remorse. regrets. pity.
i do feel like going back and clear things with her.
but i remember the last time the same thing happened.
she shunned me for almost 6months.
our friendship put on hold for 6 MONTHS.
then finally, after all my efforts, we were back again.
i thought it'd last this time.
we will be forever friends.
she has never belived in friends being together, forever. but i have.
this time she proved my wrong.
what happened to our talk that night at my house?
what happened to our promise to find job at carrefour together?
what happened to everything?
i feel so drained...
then hawa had to tell me that's her word.