was walking home from bus stop when i saw my younger brother. he was just standing there, waiting for me. actually thought he just wanted to walk home with me. felt immensely happy and.. grateful..? don't know. perhaps all that had happened today, made me feel this feeling of closeness to him. and i realised how i longed for us to be like before. the great bro and sis, having endless childish fun. i missed him, i missed our days, i missed our fun. i hate growing up!
then i just quickend my steps and even started running towards him. like what will happen when a little girl sees her elder brother or sister from afar. like all excited and kiddy? roles reversed! haha.. and of course, i felt stupid later on..
well guess what. my bro had this stupid grin on his face, and he was like,"haha! who's was that guy who walked woth you just now?!"
duh~! he actually mistaken some guy who walked beside me as my boyfriend, and stayed to tease me about it.. how.. 'imaginery'..?
sigh.. but nevertheless, i felt alot better, walking the rest of the way back with him. love you, JJ!