Hidden Feelings...
used to love the scent ball, peach flavour alot.
now i don't.
maybe i tried too hard to make everything i own,
smell the same way it does.
now, the overwhelming peachy smell,
makes me nauseous whenever i open my bag.
an overload of things makes someone suffocate.
it's like to stuffing and stuffing goodies into one's mouth,
till she felt nothing but asphyxia.
and want to recoil from it all.
but nevertheless,
i'll always remember i once love the smell.
the moments i once search for the scent ball,
the efforts i once tried to make the things i own smell the same,
by putting the scent balls into my bags, etc.
and i'm not just talking about my scent ball here..
alot of things in life,
happens to be just this way...
On a positive note,
I've learned that, no matter what happens how bad it seems today,
life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.
I've learned that, regardless of your relationship with your parents,
you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.
I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life."
I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.
I've learned that if you pursue happiness, it will elude you.
But, if you focus on your family, your friends, the needs of others, your work and doing the very best you can,
happiness will find you.
I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart,
I usually make the right decision.
I've learned that even when I have pains,
I don't have to be one.
I've learned that every day, you should reach out and touch someone.
People love that human touch - holding hands, a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.
I've learned that I still have a lot to learn.
People will forget what you said...people will forget what you did...but people will never forget how you made them feel.
Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul.
Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere,
safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
Your Daily Horoscope for May 30, 2003
Dear IMPATIENT,
Don't try to control what is happening today, IMPATIENT, because you won't be able to fathom what is going on. How could it be otherwise when collective currents are interfering with your life? You may do some soul-searching because you may end up feeling that you are only a grain of sand in this vast universe. But don't spend too much time staring at your belly button. Look up and around you for some of the answers.
[Hmm..?]